The night of 31 December 2011 was very special to many of the ppl I know since it was the ending of one era and the starting of another, But there is one more specie of people, the one who were hell busy with there life n stuff that they don't feel the zeal n enthusiasm in this event. I am one of those high head types of people who are so damn stuck in their ‘things to do list' that they didn't bother about celebrating the welcoming of New Year. I think it's just another reckless event invented by farigh ( free people who don't have work ) and awaragardh ( people who waste time in stupid things ) youth: P who don't have anything meaningful to do with there time and money so for that they go outta their homes and make the conditions worst .seriously Man! I feel pity for urtype of ppl. These people are so physiologically challenged that they start wishing New Year weeks before arghh! And if u thinks that avoiding them or ignoring their cheesy forward greeting can make u off the hook then u r damn wrong my lil friend. cause it's the beginning of your problems, they gonna start shooting u with their emotional messages and they gonna keep going with all kinnda of shit. Like hey u forget meL..
U didn't message me. I was so hurt. it means now I don't meant anything in your life..
Yeah! Man they can make awl that story in their mindJ...
I wonder y these Ekta kapoor dramas are so popular in Pakistan: P
well now please don't act so surprised cause majority of us is one of that type.

No wonder y my mobile keeps beeping like hell: P all night. when I wake up in the morning I saw my cell  which didn't allow me whole night to sleep peacefully, was now as silent as the sea after huge stormy night . When I saw my mobile screen it was showing that I have 101 unread txt. at that time I was so pissed off but I quickly recover my range and lay down on my bed again and start thinking that what is so different about this year from the past year then slowly whole past year flash throw my eyes like a Hollywood movie with all that drama, action and fun all in one pack. I start realizing that how much I've changed in 2011. how much I've grown although if we see in figures am just one year older but emotionally and mentally its been like I've metamorphed in to a new creature. 2011 teach me that I can't have everything I desire. It taught me that mostly people are mean and if they are nice to you it means that you have something that they desire. It also taught me that if am a truthful and honest person then it doesn't mean that everybody is truthful and things which they are saying can't be lies... LIKE an example which I've read before: "if you are a vegetarian then don't think that the lion won't eat you "lols
it also taught me that your tears and your emotions are nothing for selfish people and surely! They won't change their behavior or their nature. It also taught me that ALLAh the merciful will be the only one who will be there for you when you need any help and guidance. And HE will be the one who will make ways for you from paths which are totally unexpected. And he is the one on whom you can depend upon. And if there is no hope and everything seems to be in twilight then focus all your faith and energy on the most gracious and merciful and surely he will help u from nowhere and u will outta ur worry in seconds… that thought send me in deep thinking and then suddenly the sunlight coming from my room window caught up my glance.. I stare outta window and saw the vast, high and beautiful sky. I want to see is it changing any how? Or not.

Then my all concentration moved to the bright yellow sun with intense heat. I was like if anything change about this powerful thing in the last year then suddenly my inner voice answer all my quarries.. it told me that we human beings are the most superior creatures of Allah that's why we have this ability to learn from our mistakes and to correct what have been done that's why we are so change in one year and this sun , sky and other stuff is same from gazillion years . it is bound to do the same thing . it don't have any choice or opinion. At that time I realize that celebrating a new year is not anything stupid if we do that in a good way and in a healthy way. We can celebrate new year to cherish all the achievements we have won and all the mistakes we have made and all the learning which help us to nourish and to transform us into a good human being… suddenly my mobile start beeping again I was kinnda anxious to see the txt and what it says but Alas ! harsh luck. It was a Alarm clock which was showing that its been 9.00 clock. N I gotta be ready to face this world with more positive and strong energy  year and hopes to get more achievements and fruitful result this year * fingers crossed *…